It's felt like forever of feeling this way
this thirst for control
burdened by the weight of despair
burdened by my own existence
it always ends up this way
razor deep, hoping to forget about you
cutting everyone out
unable to show the pain I hide inside
it's been months since you've really cared
and it's like I've been drowning in the deep end
submerged in a bath of razorblades
unable to forget you
please make me forget...
it's over my friend...
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Tristsanguis
Painful Acceptance
«Country»🇬🇧 United Kingdom
«Format»Demo
«Genre»Depressive Black Metal
«City»Cornwall
«Downloadable»mp3 | flac | hi-res
«Additional Genres»-
«Release Date»April 22 2025
«MP3 Quality»320 kbps
«Size»94.2 MB
Tracklist
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1. Submerged in Razorblades (13:45)copy
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2. Razor Deep Past The Epidermis (19:06)copyFor months I've remained secluded
behind desponded shades of suffering
what once was a small relapse
turned into withdrawal from everyone
my future once looked bright and promising
but now it looks dull and far from reach
I used to be hopeful when I was younger
but now I'm bitter
my days are wasted, my nights never end
there's no point in counting days
if there's no telling whether it's night or day
while everyone lives their life
laughing and celebrating
I'm pushing the razor in deeper
and with blood flowing down my arms
I find myself isolated and giving up
I thought in time I'd learn to forget
but in reality time won't change anything
so I'm sat in this dark room
with my arms glistening under the dim light
that fills this spacious void of despair
I'll live my life like this
it's only a matter of time before it works -
3. Momento Mori (07:57)copyinstrumental
Duration: 40:48
Spectrums



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Debut demo. Throughout 2024, while exploring their sound, K. and R. crafted these three compositions, recorded between March 2024 and February 2025. This work unveils a harsh and melancholic sonic landscape of desolation and depression.
The guitars were tracked through a very cheap reverb pedal, lending each recording a raw, progressive character. Drawing inspiration from bands such as Trist, Hypothermia, Forgotten Tomb, and Xasthur, we focused on song structures that begin simply but gradually build in intensity.
That feeling endures eternally - the thirst for control under the crushing weight of despair and existence itself. A razor’s edge as an attempt to forget, a detachment from everyone, an inability to expose inner pain. Months of indifference drag you down to the bottom, into a bathtub of blades from which memory refuses to let go. It’s all over, my friend…
The guitars were tracked through a very cheap reverb pedal, lending each recording a raw, progressive character. Drawing inspiration from bands such as Trist, Hypothermia, Forgotten Tomb, and Xasthur, we focused on song structures that begin simply but gradually build in intensity.
That feeling endures eternally - the thirst for control under the crushing weight of despair and existence itself. A razor’s edge as an attempt to forget, a detachment from everyone, an inability to expose inner pain. Months of indifference drag you down to the bottom, into a bathtub of blades from which memory refuses to let go. It’s all over, my friend…
Immerse yourself deeper into the musical world of Tristsanguis — download their album Painful Acceptance (2025) in high-quality MP3 320kbps or FLAC (Lossless) format and listen to your favorite tracks.
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