Orang Bunian
She Became the Withered Flowers

Tracklist

• 1. Through the Drift (A Last Glimpse of Her) (instrumental) (01:18)
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• 2. As If I Were Never Here (08:30)
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  Lingering in shadows
  where no eyes wander
  My whisper lost in the hum of time
  Fading with each forgotten breath
  erasing my crying echoes
  
  Hands clenched,
  desperate to feel
  something beyond this crushing weight
  my heart withers into nothing.
  The wind bears the weight of a sorrow song
  
  this pain lingers
  in the hush between her breath and her memory
  
  I exist alone—
  adrift in the endless void of death,
  This blackness surrounds me,
  a shroud that breathes and devours
  my darling, your love falls quiet
  
  Torn by the specter of despair
  my heart withers into nothing
  Torn by the presence of dismay
  My heart rots away
  
  pain lingers
  in the hush between her breath and her memory
  
  I exist alone—
  adrift in the endless void of death,
  This blackness surrounds me,
  a shroud that breathes and devours
  my darling, your love falls quiet
  
  I crumble unseen at the edge of her light,
  a shadow hidden beneath her sun
  She no longer hears my name in the wind.
  No longer feels the chill of my longing.
  I am a ghost of wanting
  And still, she breathes
  as if I were never here.
• 3. A Somber Presence Amongst Shaded Gravestones (07:16)
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  Still, I linger—
  Haunted by the weight of passing time,
  Fearing the pull, yet longing for death's touch.
  The earth calls softly
  And I wonder if you will wait for me below.
  
  Beneath an ashen sky,
  and a sun’s fading glow
  A whisper is heard in the shifting leaves
  
  Tombstone rotten, and the trees are dead
  What am I clinging to when all that remains is pain
  
  Gravestones whisper names the night won’t keep,
  A cloaked shadow lingers where love once stood
  
  A silent weeping where no voice remains,
  A presence unseen in evening’s glare,
  Among the somber and the sorrowed
  Drifting alone, forever hollowed.
  
  Do ghosts forget when their gravestones decay?
  your name in fades time yet I remain
  
  Overhead, a canopy—
  light scarcely pierces through.
  Weathered epitaphs fade with time.
  
  A silent weeping where no voice remains,
  A presence unseen in evening’s glare,
  Among the somber and the sorrowed
  Drifting alone, forever hollowed.
  
  Howling winds curse my name
  The earth grows, while I remain the same
  
  Through the withered stones and ivy’s grasp,
  I tread where your name fades into silence.
  I trace the stone—your name, half-swallowed,
  erased by time.
  Yet I feel you here.
  
  A silent weeping where no voice remains,
  A presence unseen in evening’s glare,
  Among the somber and the sorrowed
  Drifting alone, forever hollowed.
• 4. Death Lingered by Her Bedside Through the Night (08:20)
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  I steel my mind in search of comfort
  For her death is imminent
  The seasons shift but nothing stays
  I cannot find resolve for what is fated
  
  Hope abandoned, I cast my will away
  I clutch her hands - shaking
  The feeling of dread swarms within
  A relentless inner plague
  
  Let this sickness tear through me—
  Let her be spared the pain.
  Her whispers that will cease to be
  would once linger for me.
  My eyes, now empty, stripped of hope and heart,
  Her pale face now void of soft melody.
  Eyes filled with tears, my vision a blur
  I pray for a miracle to occur
  
  I hear her whimpers in the night,
  the fragile cadence of suffering.
  The restless hums of prayer linger in the air,
  echoing from lips too weak to finish them.
  
  Hope abandoned, I cast my will away
  I clutch her hands - shaking
  The feeling of dread swarms within
  A relentless inner plague
  
  Let this sickness tear through me—
  Let her be spared the pain.
  Her whispers that will cease to be
  would once linger for me.
  My eyes, now empty, stripped of hope and heart,
  Her pale face now void of soft melody.
  Eyes filled with tears, my vision a blur
  I pray for a miracle to occur
  
  I have not slept in days—
  afraid her final breath might come
  while I lie lost in dreams
  she can no longer share.
  Each hour bleeds into the next,
  my hand in hers,
  as if my grip alone could keep her here.
• 5. The Other Side of the Fortress Walls (instrumental) (00:36)
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• 6. Of Carrion and Crows (07:53)
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  Ash and smoke fill the air,
  The sky bleeds crimson, it's cold and dark.
  I chase a shadow that’s no longer there
  
  Each scream, my voice cracks
  Every strike a desperate plea.
  Is this wrath or love laid bare?
  
  Each scream I hear is hers,
  My hilt soaked in blood
  Carrion gather
  The soil cradled her too gently,
  While I, the fool, still breathe.
  So let my sorrow fester,
  Grief was the seed.
  Anguish, the root.
  And from it, a reaper bloomed.
  Let it blacken into rage.
  I tear at dream and daylight
  Both are liars
  
  Her voice haunts the chaos
  Their screams the curse that won’t depart
  Still clutching hope within the dark
  Each fallen foe, a hollow heart
  
  Steel strikes flesh and bone,
  Her face is a ghost in the crowd.
  I crown my madness a king
  
  Each scream I hear is hers,
  My hilt soaked in blood
  Carrion gather
  The soil cradled her too gently,
  While I, the fool, still breathe.
  So let my sorrow fester,
  Grief was the seed.
  Anguish, the root.
  And from it, a reaper bloomed.
  Let it blacken into rage.
  I tear at dream and daylight
  Both are liars
  
  Crows gather where love once slept,
  Their caws echo what I never said.
  The sky will never mourn her—
  So I’ll make the earth remember instead.
  
  Each scream I hear is hers,
  My hilt soaked in blood
  Carrion gather
  The soil cradled her too gently,
  While I, the fool, still breathe.
  So let my sorrow fester,
  Grief was the seed.
  Anguish, the root.
  And from it, a reaper bloomed.
  Let it blacken into rage.
  I tear at dream and daylight
  Both are liars
• 7. Toward a Thousand Year Old Grave (instrumental) (03:58)
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• 8. As Petals Drift Where You Once Stood (08:26)
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  Beneath the canopy where love once lingered,
  Soft petals whisper in the wind,
  Their delicate descent, a fleeting echo
  Of all we were and couldn’t mend
  
  Marbled stone, your name engraved,
  Now kissed by wilted bloom and shade,
  An unspoken mourning laced in familiar fragrance
  As time erodes what love once made.
  
  I succumb to this wrenching sorrow
  As your tombstone drowns in my tears
  Enshrouded in a searing anguish
  As petals drift where you once stood
  
  Frail petals land upon my shoulders,
  as if to promise a gentler tomorrow.
  The air is stifling, my vision smeared black
  when you left, the world began to rot
  
  I succumb to this wrenching sorrow
  As your tombstone drowns in my tears
  Enshrouded in a searing anguish
  As petals drift where you once stood
  
  Falling to my knees beneath the withered trees,
  Lost in shadows where your memory haunts—
  Petals gather at my knees,
  soft as the memories I cannot hold.
  How do I endure this waking sorrow,
  when even the wind forgets your name?
• 9. Vastitas Cordis (08:40)
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  I grip the dirt
  That seals you beneath
  A final resting place
  
  Torn between a dream and heartache
  I have carried this weight
  through endless nights,
  
  every breath a fracture
  in my broken will
  
  The cold calls softly now
  only the promise of silence
  
  The peace I seek
  Where dreams no longer hurt
  and for the heartache to fade to dust.
  Grief cuts through me
  like a blade driven slow
  Am I cursed to suffer your memory,
  Or am I blessed to still feel your ghost?
  
  The walls still breathe your absence.
  Each room—A shrine of silence.
  
  I speak to shadows,
  And only the cold answers.
  
  Whispering through open doors
  That never seem to close
  
  My mind fractures in these moments,
  Torn between denial and despair.
  
  the peace I seek
  Where dreams no longer hurt
  and for the heartache to fade to dust.
  Grief cuts through me
  like a blade driven slow,
  Am I cursed to suffer your memory,
  Or am I blessed to still feel your ghost?
  
  I clutch a memento
  That casts your memory in shadow
  A scented ghost still lingers—
  In silk, in sleeve, in air
  
  My knees buckle beneath the weight
  Of a life still moving
  While mine has stopped
  At the edge of your grave.
  and I ache to bleed it all away—
  to spill this sorrow
  across the plains of release
• 10. Crestfallen (instrumental) (01:20)
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Duration: 56:17